Hello hello!
So, I have so many things I wanted to tell all of you but words just jumble together. I really don’t know where to start and how to tell how I feel inside.
I have mixed feelings. I felt relieved and sad.
I felt relieved because my results were pretty good, I got 1A, 2A- and [...]

I AM SO BLUE..

I don’t know why I’m down today.
Undescribable feelings… just come to me naturally.
Had a converstation with lecturer today, she told me she sees the talents and so many things in me but I just lack of the self confidence. Perhaps, she is right.
Because I always thought I’m not good enough. So I don’t have the confidence even though I [...]

WHITE JACKET.

Plan to go out today, to get some inspiration for my project and friend ffk me!! Shit friend! Bull shit!
Why must take my white jacket not the black one?
Why the white one not black one? why? why not black one…?
I bought it so long… wear it few times only.. I love the white one, why must you pick [...]

TYPICAL ONE.

Howdy…
I can hear the thunder growling now.. i dislike this weather…
I didn’t sleep well this few days. My throat is very active, like crazy dancing like that, then I’m cough until going to throw out my lungs! I hate coughing! And mom keeps scolding me too! I don’t understand why??
I have a typical parents. They scold me and my [...]

I really don’t understand how my D thinking. People just make a very tiny mistake, then scold me like its a very big deal when I came downstairs. I hate people scold me in the morning! How do you feel when you wanted to start a new day happily but this stupid small incident made [...]

RAMBLING…

It was over, I know. .somehow those images still remain in the corner of my head.
I afraid… I’m scared to hurt my fragile heart again.
I am trying hard to open up but I hold it back again.
Wanna start a new life but it seems to be rather absurd.
I don’t know why I always felt this way… and [...]